I know it doesn't show in these posts, because I'm usually at my low points, but I'm kind of the joker around everybody. I don't think any of them realize how selfish I'm being. When I'm being funny, I'm not really doing it for their sake. Their laughter is my drug, and I'm using them to get my fix. It's disgusting when you really think about it. It's almost like their laughter is a contact high from my addiction. Every day I'm taking something from them that they didn't even know they had. And they don't even know I took it.
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